it’s been a long weekend.
i slipped and fell off that sober wagon i was riding so well.
“the baby” went up north and i was left by myself.
i don’t do “by myself” very well.
i had good intentions of working and going straight home.
but i got side tracked.
i don’t know why i let people who don’t even care about me talk me into getting drinks which leads to me getting wasted.
i am trying not to feel like such a failure.
i know bumps happen along the way.
i am trying to keep my head up and stay strong.
sober server 
bumps do happen but one day it will be smooth, just keep trying!! You defiantly shouldn’t feel like a failure everyone makes mistakes but we don’t hate them or blame them it just human nature! no one’s perfect.
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